Shitty Clubs

It’s been a while since the last update.

Since last time I’ve been to my first club. To tell you the truth, it wasn’t too interesting. Not very interesting at all, but I was told that it’s usually a pretty busy place. Oh well. I really don’t think that I’m going to be going back any time soon. It really reminded me of those shit holes in Austria that I always got dragged to. Yea!! I really want to go to some crowded smokey place with music so loud that I can’t even think. Fuck that. Call me jaded, call me an ass, call me what you want, but that just isn’t me.

I don’t know, I think that I like a place where I can sit and talk to someone, take it easy, and not really have to worry about dancing, or anything like that. For me, a great evening is a lot more relaxed than a club, like a pub or something like that. I especially hate having to yell at the top of my lungs to even talk to someone.

It kind of sucked also because I got home so late that I slept through my alarms, causing me to miss Synagogue on Saturday morning. I’m going to go this Friday though. That’s for sure. I love it there. It’s one of the first places that I’ve been where I feel comfortable, where I don’t feel alone in the world. There aren’t many places or times when I feel that way, and I tend to cherish that kind of feeling. I think that if all goes well this Friday and Saturday, then I’m going to talk to the Rabbi.